It’s not one of those things whereby its because he’s one of the cutest boys in schools or because everyone else seems obsessed over him.
Not because some girls swoon over the simple act of him holding a door open.
It’s because I actually know him. Because there’s just that much and that long of hours we’ve spent together.
Because there was no head over heels to begin with. Because we can share one look in a cinema when we’re side by side and just know what’s on both our minds. & we just laugh it all out.
Because it’s simply that easy to talk to you & you to me. Because you’re the first guy to offer me a hug when I was having a bad day.& also the first guy to step forth & hug me goodbye.
Because you’re funny, smart and really all that.
& simply because, I’m really almost always happy when I’m with you….
I guess I’ll never have the guts to post this for real. Neither will I have the guts to tell anyone. To say that my eyes filled to the brim as I typed this. To say that the images of you next to me have been flashing in my head for so long.
To ask you what you really wanted to tell me..if it wasn’t a card that everyone could read. Would you have said something different?
That want to lose both our innocence to each other..
Because if someone asked who I lost my first kiss to & I wanted it to be you..
I don’t regret anything. Because you are in fact as good as they all praise. I would know..
But we’ll just be best fwenns for now or maybe forever huh.
If you bring me a shovel, I’ll know then.